This motherfucker, I swear on all that I believe that every bit of negativity that I have pent up inside my being, mind & soul will be unleashed on you, I EVER get the chance!! I give a fuck that I’m a girl, I give a fuck that you’re twice my size, I give a FUCK that you think you’re bad. You ain’t shit, ain’t never gonna be shit, & you got the whole world looking to get back at your ass. So I guess I’ll just have to get in line.
I’ll take a number motherfucker, trust me, it’ll be worth the wait to get a chance at tearing your worthless ass down a notch. I want you to hurt, until you look like all the pain, & suffering you’ve inflicted upon others. I want that stench of fear to leak from every pore on your worthless body, so that even neutered dogs chase you down & bite you till they taste your pathetic blood.
Yeah, I know, I’m supposed to be beyond this childish bullshit, & most of me is, but there is a line that will not be crossed without retribution! I have been really good these past few years about grounding myself, meditating away all of the negative & living peacefully & happy.
You have to understand that despite all of my efforts & despite my hatred of violence, I am still an unstable, epileptic, half-crazy motherfucker & you DO NOT want to see me let go of my sanity. I’ve sent a perfectly normal man to a mental hospital for an entire 3 & a half moths, just by telling him what everyone else saw, but he refused to. Trust I took it easy on him & YOU WILL NOT BE SO LUCKY! The truth hurts motherfucker & it’s nipping at your heals.
I don’t think Pat B. is the place for you, nor is prison. I want you to live the rest of your miserable existence wandering the world, lost in your own delusions. I want to see constant worry & anxiety, eat you up inside until you’re always looking over your shoulder for someone to catch up with you. I want your nights to be long & restless, riddled with nightmares filled with carnage & anguish that would make the Devil himself quake with fear.
I want your life to be long. I want your lifespan to make Methuselah look like a baby & I want 1,000 years of all the anger, pain, hurt, lies, deceptions & negativity that you’ve dished out on others to be delivered slowly. A little more a each day passes, until your brain no longer sees reality, only demons & ghosts hiding behind every corner & every bush, just waiting to tear a little bit of your careless & black soul away from you, until you become even more of a self-loathing monster than you already are.
I want your bones to ache, as if they’d wandered this Earth for a million years, only to be buried dead & then forced to rise again. I want the weight of your frail human existence to weigh on your soul so deeply that your ankles buckle under the pressure as if you had boulders growing from your shoulders.
I want the weight of your life & the pain you have inflicted upon others to weather your face until the Lepers of The Bible look like the beautiful muses that wander the hills.
I want to see you forced to face all the ugliness that your mere existence has bestowed upon this world, & I want to see you pay three fold for all that you have destroyed.
Oh, but don’t forget to blame everyone else, because there’s no way it might actually be YOUR FAULT! The saddest part of this is that you had potential to do something with your life. You had the potential to uplift those you tore down; you had the means to be a good person. Instead you chose to be the eternal victim of life’s unfair circumstances. Join the fucking club!!! I’m glad that most people have the resolve to pick themselves up by their bootstraps & not be a whiny, destructive bitch like you!!
Make no mistake, you are nothing more than a whiny little bitch & if you spend a million years enduring the suffering I’ve described here, I doubt you will be purged enough to move to a higher plain of existence.
Now you little bitch, go find a bottle & crawl into it before you actually have to face the path of destruction that you have caused. Good luck with that bitch, you better hope the drink gets you before I do!!
One more thing…if you EVER come near my friend, my children, or my husband, I swear on all that I am I will hurt you…permanently. These people are my FAMILY! I have undying loyalty to them, a concept you know little about. I will do anything it takes to defend, protect & avenge them, fucking with me is one thing, even daring to THINK that you have the right to approach them to lick their shoes clean is an offense to them & me.
Get near them again & I swear I’ll give you nightmares for the rest if your life & a healthy dose of reality that you’re obviously not ready to face. Do yourself a favor & just stay indoors for as long as possible…
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Someday an answer will find us, quite a long shot but anyway, I think the past is behind us, be real confusing if not but anyway, I put all my hope in tomorrow, It's gonna be great I can tell but anyway, I see a new day a dawning, I like to sleep late, oh well, but anyway. -Blues Traveler
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